Your brother misses you. You would be so proud of how great of a big brother he’s been to Hilda. I wonder if you both stuck together at daycare if you would’ve stayed back with him in the group. I will always regret the way you were lost and I feel like I am to blame because I wanted you to try daycare. But we both put our trust in the wrong people and I lost you as a result and I blame myself all the time.