Rosie

I miss your cute little shuffle when you knew I had food, or the way you’d give kisses up my nostril until I felt it in my brain. I hope you knew that we always loved you and wish we never lost you the way we did. There will always be a spot for you at our home. I still remember the smell of. I still remember the smell of

Your brother misses you. You would be so proud of how great of a big brother he’s been to Hilda. I wonder if you both stuck together at daycare if you would’ve stayed back with him in the group. I will always regret the way you were lost and I feel like I am to blame because I wanted you to try daycare. But we both put our trust in the wrong people and I lost you as a result and I blame myself all the time.