Not a single day goes by that Mama and I don't miss you. It's so hard waking up in the morning without hearing your little snores anymore. I used to get annoyed when you woke me up at 6:30 AM because I was still sleepy from staying up late playing Dota, even when my win-loss record was 0–5. But now, I barely wake up before 10 AM. I still find myself looking under the bed for you because I know our mornings will never feel complete without you. No matter where I look around the house, Daddy still finds himself looking for you. Whenever Mama has lunch, I still find myself waiting for you to come downstairs and join us, making a little mess as usual. Whenever I go to bed, I still walk carefully around the room, afraid I might accidentally step on you. You were such a big boy, after all. The doorway you used to block is now so empty. Mama no longer has her laundry guard whenever she does the laundry. Maki misses you too. Maki doesn't even enjoy eating without someone to compete with. I've lost interest in so many things. I still catch myself looking for your little head peeking through the car window. I'm sorry we never got to finish our drawing with Mama in Baguio. 🙁 The hole you left in Mama's and Daddy's hearts still hurts so much. Daddy misses you more than words can say. I no longer have anyone to spoil and fuss over. I miss my big fluffy ball of fur. Be a good boy over there, okay? Just keep running around and having fun. Eat lots of roasted chicken! We love you so much!
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