My dearest love, it's been 2 years since you left me. I still cry whenever I remember you, I'm still grieving until the second I'm writing this. I'm sorry for not able to do my best to save you and you had to suffer. Your presence is my sole reason to live, you teach me how to love unconditionally, whenever the bad thoughts, the urge to throw away my life appear, I remembered I still have you to live on. Now I only want to follow you to the eternity, please wait for me. Please come to my dream, Coco. I miss you so much.