✎ What happened today that made you think of them? It's been one year. I still remember those last days with you. You did not go peacefully as what i would have wanted and I regret it up to this day. I kept bugging you a one side promise that you must live on for 20 years but alas, I have failed you. You were my eldest baby, my constant during the darkest years of my high school and turbulent years in college. I'm sorry i was not the best mom for you. I miss you every single day and if reincarnation is real, I can only pray that you go on to a better family that can love and care for you more than i could have.