I saw you take your first breath and I was with you when you took your last. If I could tell you one thing now, it would be that I am sorry I couldnt do more for you and take care of you your last months because I was very sick as well. Thank you for making a way for one last cuddle, one last goodbye. I miss you so so much. My perfect, beautiful boy. Love of my life and heart of my heart. I LOVE YOU.