My forever baby, I miss you so much. I wanted to take you everywhere—see the ocean and blue skies in the daylight, and gaze at the stars and fireworks at night. I could imagine the tiny fireworks reflecting in your eyes. I wanted to show you how big the world was beyond your small house. You have become a cherished memory in my mind, and I think of you every night before falling asleep. Still, it’s really hard for me to let go of everything about you.