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I cant overcome that day. I was in my ielts class when she told me you gone. i was grinding so hard for my goal so that i may have the reward money and buy you a small house that will keep u cool in the summer. But i will never be able to do that. I miss you so much that i cried my eyes out haha. I cant believe you left me that soon. You only 4 months old, just got your first bath, your first sausage, your first bike trip, your very first sleep-on-human-bed, i wish i could have more time with you. but its only wish, and that wish can never come true. Youre not my first dog, not even mine, but i love you more than just mine.
After you left, another dog looks just like you came in our house, sleeped in your place, ate just like you, always aim for the sausage and ignore the rice haha, but he also left. He is a dog of freedom, idk how he got into our house. But he reminded me of you, of every single thing about you.
I had been wishing for having a BIG ahhh doggo my whole life, until i met you, i would have a Miniature Pinscher over and over again and named them after you. I just cant get over it.
I was so excited to share my birthday with you, but you left, just 2 days after my birthday, you made my May, but cried me tf out at the very last moments of May.
You know, your first bath, is my first time bathing a dog, your first sausage, is also my first time taking care of an actual animal without any help from adults. I love you, really love you.