Panko, Kabu, Poro, Udon

dear panko, kabu.

i miss you so much. i miss waking up to you running around my feet when i came to feed you. i miss how you'd both nibble at the broom because you didn't like it when i cleaned your mess away.

you made every morning feel like it mattered. i'm so sorry i couldn't protect you. i carry that guilt every day and it's only because i love you so much. thank you for choosing me and i'll find you in every lifetime.

i love you always.

dear udon,

my sweet little hamster. you lived to a ripe old age, and watching you grow up and navigate your everyday life was so precious.

i loved the way you ate, the way you did pull ups in your cage, and the way you were a bit of an escape artist.

then you got a little old. you slept more and more, your immunity weakened and i had to help you eat. i will always remember your last blueberry before you slept forever and how you sat in my hands.

i love you so much, my strong girl.
rest well and please look after us.

dear poro

my little fluffball, i'm so sorry you left us early. i hope i gave you enough love and joy while you were here.
i miss how you stomped your feet, and your sassy attitude. you showed miso his place.

i love you, i miss you, and miso misses you too. you brought five beautiful bunnies into the world. you're so strong and beautiful.

i hope you feel my love and prayers reaching you, and please keep looking over us. im grateful i experienced this life with you