Momma

The day we met, was the best day of my life.
I just had my wisdom teeth taken out and you walked into the house like you’d lived there your whole life. You brought us your babies and then you became my baby. I wouldn’t trade our time together for anything. Forever wouldn’t be long enough with you. I love you sweet girl.

Their favourite spot was anywhere outside. I loved all of our old lady walks. I will always take old lady walks every day if you promise to be with me.

What I miss most is your biscuits, your purr, your love, your presence. I hope to never lose those thoughts of you.

I still remember the smell of the top of your head when you would head butt me for love and pets. I wish I could pet you one more time, my baby.

I miss you more every day. I love you forever.

The sound I miss most is your purr. It was the solution to every single problem I have ever had. It was low but strong. It was simple but full of love. You were a purr-machine anytime you got love.

I also miss your meow (especially in your last days) when you were mad that we wouldn’t let you spend hours outside. It was too cold but you didn’t care. I will never forget our old lady walks.

You sent me 2 signs today
-Walmart pink grape drink
-Grapes at the pawn shop

I begged you to send me a sign yesterday and you sent me 2 today. It’s okay if no one else understands. You, me, and your dad saw the signs together.

We pick you up and bring you home tomorrow. It’ll be a hard day but I know I’ll feel better once you’re home.

If I could tell you one thing now, it would be thank you. Thank you for the years. Thank you for the lessons. Thank you for being my girl. Thank you for loving me no matter what. Thank you for going everywhere with me anytime I said so. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for the best years of my life. Thank you for teaching me how to be a mommy. Thank you for giving me so much in this life. I love you forever baby.