Louis

It still feels surreal that you're gone. There's so many pictures and videos that are proof that you were by my side, but my brain is still in denial even after 3 years. I will never forget the moment where you laid on the vet's table while you were taking your last breaths and I was petting you through the whole thing. I hope you felt safe and loved when I was with you until you closed your eyes, even though I've been deeply hurting, and I'm sure you could sense it too.