Emmy

Hi Little Momma,
I still miss you, but the passage of time has softened my pain. Your death really changed me. It was traumatic. It was so unexpected and I felt so helpless. I didn't ever get an answer as to what happened. I gave up so many things to give you and your brothers everything. I adopted you when I was so young that I forfeited career paths, vacations, or having any extra income. I'd do it all again. You were by my side for so many life changes, terrible and wonderful moments, multiple homes, every win and every loss. My only constant in life. The reason to keep going. I didn't get to party like other people in their early 20s, because I had to come home and walk my baby girl. And that's ok. I think it's what I needed. You really saved me. I just wish I could have saved you in the end. I love you so much. Forever.