Ellsi

I loved her so much, and I still do. We brought her home when I was very little, back when I was still in kindergarten. I remember her as a tiny kitten — playful, happy, full of life and mischief. My Elsie…

Even though she was more attached to Dad, I will always remember the time when he was playfully tickling me, and she started hissing at him, trying to protect me. 💔

My little girl, please forgive me. Forgive me, forgive me for everything. Because of the situation in our family, because Dad didn’t take proper care of your health, and because I moved away to the countryside, you passed away.

I will forever remember you as that little kitten, my little girl, who came into my life when I was going through a really difficult time, and left it before I even realised what was happening.

September 1, 2026 — the most terrible day for me.

I was walking to school, sobbing, my mascara running down my face, and there was absolutely nothing I could do. I couldn’t come to you, couldn’t kiss you, couldn’t hold you, couldn’t even say a proper goodbye.

I’m sorry I wasn’t there. I’m sorry you were alone when you were dying. Please forgive me. I still blame myself so much, and even now, tears fill my eyes every single time I think of you.

I love you. I always will. 💔