Booters

This man had an opinion about everything. He was so talkative and insistent. He would use his cuteness to his advantage to get second dinner. Standing on the step stool stairs and announcing his demands was always so adorable.

It's been 5 days
5 days without my best friend
I met you before you even opened your eyes, and I was there when they closed for good.
It hurts so bad.
I'll never hear you ekekekekek chirp at the birds again. You protected me against bugs, too. You were an excellent hunter.

I'm sorry I didn't give you more. More attention, more time, more everything. I cannot believe you are gone.

I have to set my alarm on Alexa now that you aren't here to wake me up. I hate myself for noticing I'm sleeping better bc I would give it all up to have you back. Last night when I was in twilight sleep I felt you jump up on the bed with Fenway and I. It felt so real. I'm so lost without you. If you were here I would remind you of how good you are, and how you're my lil buddy guy baby dude. I still feel your presence in my room, but I'm also terrified for the moment I don't. I'm ****ing broken.