Biscuit and Gravy

I miss my babies so much. They were both too young. Biscuit was my soul cat. My soul is in so much pain without her.

I'm traumatized by how it felt to be with you on your last days, knowing it was the very end. I can't bear to say any more. I wonder how long it will take me to feel ready to adopt a cat again. Right now it feels impossible, like it will never happen. I'm in too much pain and I don't want to go through that loss again.